I
lost it to heaven
Time
lurks, sadness blurs, and hope spurs
It
was all I hoped until the reality turns
I
followed the illusive niche,
I
developed a crazy fallacy,
Sometimes
I lied, sometimes I flied,
And sometimes I just cried.
To
make myself alive,
To
make myself realize,
But
the flow was strong
And
the strength was strange.
Water
soaks my eyes,
To
make the tears alive
And
wash away the fantasies of life.
I
didn’t know the pain,
Until
it started to gain,
The
force and make my dreams go in vain.
I
couldn’t share and I can’t bear,
The
usual conversations, that never existed
I’ll
never forget the whispers,
That
never changed to voices,
And
I’ll ask God
Why
the prayers are left in choice.
Now
I admire the passion,
Try
to acquire the lesson,
And
accept the fate of heavens.
I’ve
seen the shine & witnessed the bloom,
Its
dark and I am alone in the gloom,